スウェーデンに帰ったのはちょうど2年前ぐらい、2017年4月1日でした。帰ってから日本語を話す機会とか書く機会などはもちろんあまりなくて、少しずつ日本語は覚えなくなっています。でもまだけっけうしゃべれますし、日本語で書いてある本などは普通に読めますし、この変化は速く起こりません。それはいいことかもしれませんけど、ちょっと怖い、いつの間にか日本語がわからなくなるような気がします。まだ大丈夫だと自分は思ってたらその日はきっといつか来ますよね。
日本語はやっぱり私の一番好きな言語ですし、また日本に沢山旅行したいし、今まだ持ってる日本語能力を無駄にはしたくありません。でもスウェーデンで1人で日本語の勉強をするのはちょっと難しいですよね。何を勉強すればいいのかを考えてしまいます。日本語で書いてある本は少しあって、それを読むのは好きなんですけど、やっぱそれだけでは足りません。自分が話さなかったら、書かなかったら新しい言葉とか文法などは身につけません。本とか動画とかはもちろんそれなりに大事なものなんですけど、それだけでは日本語は上手にはなりません。
たまには自分は めっちゃ日本語を話したい!聞きたい!っていう気持ちに溢れてNetflixとかでドラマやアニメを見たり、自分だけと日本語で会話をしたり、日本の曲を歌ったりしてちょっとでもまんぞくになりますけど、ちょっと寂しいですwww。
クラスには日本人いませんし、たぶん学校全体にはいませんよね。日本人でない人の中にも日本語喋れる人まだ会ってませんし、どうしようかなって感じになります。まあ、たまにはSkypeでまだ日本に住んでいる友達と話しますけどその時は日本語使いたくてもほとんど英語になっちゃいます。
これからはもっと頑張らないとあかんねんって思ってますので、ブログでもっと日本語のブログ記事を書きましょう!丁寧語でのブログ記事、大阪弁でのブログ記事など!今それをしなかったらいつにするでしょうか?今しかありません!やばいよ!
A blog where I vent some of my frustrations, mostly. Current entries are about my life in Sweden. Entries for 2014-2017 are mostly about my time in Japan on the MEXT scholarship.
Apr 7, 2019
Mar 17, 2019
将来には何も見えない
Exams are coming up and like usual 3 weeks before the exams I got into a bit of a panic thinking I would never have time to study enough to get the grade I want, so I contemplated not taking the exams at all and do them later instead.
But now the exams are 2 days away and things have been pretty chill for the past few days, and I feel like I know most of what we need to know.
Which means that now there is time to worry about other things instead.
Will I have enough money to do something fun in Gothenburg after exams?
Will I have enough money to go to Japan for vacation?
Will I have enough money to buy a small house or apartment in the future...?
Will I have enough money to retire when I am old?!
Sometimes I feel like everything is a downward spiral and everything I want in life is right there in front of me but because I wasn't born into money it is unreachable to me. Doesn't really sound like a fair world, does it.
Even the idea of getting a scholarship in order to do a masters abroad seems like it could just slip out of my fingers. Sure, I did get a scholarship before, but this time is different and I would not be surprised if they all just simply rejected me right away for me just being me. Because I am weird, kind of. It doesn't impact my skills, I am a really good student, but being a good student isn't all they think about when considering who to choose for a scholarship.
I am also afraid that I will never be able to "become an author" because I suck too much at writing and I might never become good at it, and even if I did that doesn't guarantee anything.
I don't want to be a slave to the status quo system, working just to make a living and barely getting to spend time on what I want. I want what I want and I hate that I might not get any of it.
The future is a scary place I dare not think about for too long, because I only see the worst in it.
But now the exams are 2 days away and things have been pretty chill for the past few days, and I feel like I know most of what we need to know.
Which means that now there is time to worry about other things instead.
Will I have enough money to do something fun in Gothenburg after exams?
Will I have enough money to go to Japan for vacation?
Will I have enough money to buy a small house or apartment in the future...?
Will I have enough money to retire when I am old?!
Sometimes I feel like everything is a downward spiral and everything I want in life is right there in front of me but because I wasn't born into money it is unreachable to me. Doesn't really sound like a fair world, does it.
Even the idea of getting a scholarship in order to do a masters abroad seems like it could just slip out of my fingers. Sure, I did get a scholarship before, but this time is different and I would not be surprised if they all just simply rejected me right away for me just being me. Because I am weird, kind of. It doesn't impact my skills, I am a really good student, but being a good student isn't all they think about when considering who to choose for a scholarship.
I am also afraid that I will never be able to "become an author" because I suck too much at writing and I might never become good at it, and even if I did that doesn't guarantee anything.
I don't want to be a slave to the status quo system, working just to make a living and barely getting to spend time on what I want. I want what I want and I hate that I might not get any of it.
The future is a scary place I dare not think about for too long, because I only see the worst in it.
Feb 4, 2019
Planning a trip to South Korea and Japan, and still struggling to make a decision about my future
Happy (belated) new year! 2018 was a fine year, nothing special, but not bad. Now we are entering 2019 though and hopefully things will get even better!
When I started my 2nd year at the SEM program at university I was sceptical, but it's been better than the first year so that's good. But, I made a promise with myself a long time ago that I would do something fun in Gothenburg every week, like at least once a week go out and do something - anything! And I am saddened to say I didn't really follow through on this promise, but during this new year I've made a new try and it's gone a lot better!
So now I've started to think more about things I want to see and places I want to visit, and I realized that during my 3rd year at SEM I will have about 4 months where I will only be studying "Distance courses" because we can choose to study whatever we want, and this means I wont be bound to school every day like I am now, so I can go travel!
Luckily I've been able to save up some money so that I can afford to visit both Japan and South Korea this September or October. In Japan I think I will just go to Tokyo and explore around there, hopefully I will be able to meet some friends again! Maybe I will go to Osaka but I'm not sure if I will have the time or money, but we will see! Anyway, in South Korea I've already made up my mind a bit more about where I want to go; I want to start in Busan and be there a few days, then check out Daejeon a little and then finally spend a few days in Seoul. I might be traveling alone in Korea though, so we will see how that goes!
It's still around 8 months til the trip so I don't know any specifics about it, I havent even booked flight tickets yet! They are pretty cheap right now but I am looking every day to see if I can find some tickets under 6000SEK!
Okay, so that's the fun stuff, now to what's bothering me:
I've decided what I will work with after I graduate, and to no ones surprise its "Web development"! Doing web development for 2 courses at school now has really reminded me about how much I like it, and even since I was 16 or something I've wanted to make awesome websites. I've already made a list of all the languages I should know/want to know, and I am very excited to learn!
During my time at SEM I've been looking into other fields that might be fun to work in and I ended up not being able to decide on anything until now, and now I feel like I've made up my mind, which is cool but it kind of changes my view about taking a masters degree. I want to take a masters, but there would be seemingly no point if it's unrelated to webdevelopment, and it's pretty hard to find one that is related. If I do find a really appealing masters degree I might just go for it even if it's not related, but I am not sure where I would be able to find that...
So right now I am in this limbo where I don't know if I should go for a masters, but at the same time I am still sickened by the thought of having to spend 5 days a week of my life dedicated to some job! Working with web development seems really fun, and I want to start right now, until I am reminded of the fact that a normal job is not like university. In a normal job I will have to wake up at 6 every morning just to catch a bus at 7 and then start working at 8, probably going home from work at 17 and not being home until 18 and then I have to cook food for 2 hours. So basically I will have about 3 hours of real free time a day except for the weekends...
And down the rabbit hole I spiral again.. Bye bye!
When I started my 2nd year at the SEM program at university I was sceptical, but it's been better than the first year so that's good. But, I made a promise with myself a long time ago that I would do something fun in Gothenburg every week, like at least once a week go out and do something - anything! And I am saddened to say I didn't really follow through on this promise, but during this new year I've made a new try and it's gone a lot better!
So now I've started to think more about things I want to see and places I want to visit, and I realized that during my 3rd year at SEM I will have about 4 months where I will only be studying "Distance courses" because we can choose to study whatever we want, and this means I wont be bound to school every day like I am now, so I can go travel!
Luckily I've been able to save up some money so that I can afford to visit both Japan and South Korea this September or October. In Japan I think I will just go to Tokyo and explore around there, hopefully I will be able to meet some friends again! Maybe I will go to Osaka but I'm not sure if I will have the time or money, but we will see! Anyway, in South Korea I've already made up my mind a bit more about where I want to go; I want to start in Busan and be there a few days, then check out Daejeon a little and then finally spend a few days in Seoul. I might be traveling alone in Korea though, so we will see how that goes!
It's still around 8 months til the trip so I don't know any specifics about it, I havent even booked flight tickets yet! They are pretty cheap right now but I am looking every day to see if I can find some tickets under 6000SEK!
Okay, so that's the fun stuff, now to what's bothering me:
I've decided what I will work with after I graduate, and to no ones surprise its "Web development"! Doing web development for 2 courses at school now has really reminded me about how much I like it, and even since I was 16 or something I've wanted to make awesome websites. I've already made a list of all the languages I should know/want to know, and I am very excited to learn!
During my time at SEM I've been looking into other fields that might be fun to work in and I ended up not being able to decide on anything until now, and now I feel like I've made up my mind, which is cool but it kind of changes my view about taking a masters degree. I want to take a masters, but there would be seemingly no point if it's unrelated to webdevelopment, and it's pretty hard to find one that is related. If I do find a really appealing masters degree I might just go for it even if it's not related, but I am not sure where I would be able to find that...
So right now I am in this limbo where I don't know if I should go for a masters, but at the same time I am still sickened by the thought of having to spend 5 days a week of my life dedicated to some job! Working with web development seems really fun, and I want to start right now, until I am reminded of the fact that a normal job is not like university. In a normal job I will have to wake up at 6 every morning just to catch a bus at 7 and then start working at 8, probably going home from work at 17 and not being home until 18 and then I have to cook food for 2 hours. So basically I will have about 3 hours of real free time a day except for the weekends...
And down the rabbit hole I spiral again.. Bye bye!
Oct 30, 2018
Japans takeover of Thailand
Long time no blog!
School has been pretty busy since I decided to take on an extra course, and it's about to get even busier since from next week I will be a teaching assistant for 2 months...
It's fine though, and so far school has been very fun since we've been doing webdev and our webdev teachers were really good!
But before I started school again I went to Thailand on a 2 week long vacation to visit my friends and do some "island hopping".
I don't really have a lot to say about the trip since I was sick about half the time (which is just what I expected to happen, but hoped wouldn't!) but I did notice a few things while I was in Thailand, namely that I almost felt like I was back in Japan!
Japan and Thailand are nothing alike, as I am sure you will know if you've been in both countries, but even so, when it comes to franchises, specifically restaurant franchises, these 2 countries suddenly become eerily similar.
Turns out Japan has been sneaking in all its favourite restaurants into Thailand one by one until every other restaurant you can see in a mall in Thailand is a Japanese restaurant!
There is Matsuya, Yoshinoya, Coco Ichiban Ya, Yayoiken, etc etc, and I'm pretty sure I saw MosBurger too (ew). Then there is everything from Shabu shabu to sushi and ramen and so on. It never ends!
Turns out the best food I would eat in Thailand was my favourite Yakishake onigiri, and man did it taste delicious!
So really, if you want to go to Japan, why not go to Thailand? It's cheaper, the people are very kind, the driving and the roads is horrible, and they have great beaches!
(Warning: Higher risk of getting sick in Thailand compared to Japan)
On a more serious note though, while I did like seeing all those Japanese restaurants in Thailand, because in a way they made me feel at home and they brought a sense of nostalgia, I really hope that Japan does not succeed with their "takeover" of the Thai restaurant industry.
One of the best things about going to another country is getting to try the food there (unless you get sick!) and if everywhere you go is suddenly a Japanese chain restaurant, it kind of takes away from that experience.
School has been pretty busy since I decided to take on an extra course, and it's about to get even busier since from next week I will be a teaching assistant for 2 months...
It's fine though, and so far school has been very fun since we've been doing webdev and our webdev teachers were really good!
But before I started school again I went to Thailand on a 2 week long vacation to visit my friends and do some "island hopping".
I don't really have a lot to say about the trip since I was sick about half the time (which is just what I expected to happen, but hoped wouldn't!) but I did notice a few things while I was in Thailand, namely that I almost felt like I was back in Japan!
Japan and Thailand are nothing alike, as I am sure you will know if you've been in both countries, but even so, when it comes to franchises, specifically restaurant franchises, these 2 countries suddenly become eerily similar.
Turns out Japan has been sneaking in all its favourite restaurants into Thailand one by one until every other restaurant you can see in a mall in Thailand is a Japanese restaurant!
There is Matsuya, Yoshinoya, Coco Ichiban Ya, Yayoiken, etc etc, and I'm pretty sure I saw MosBurger too (ew). Then there is everything from Shabu shabu to sushi and ramen and so on. It never ends!
Turns out the best food I would eat in Thailand was my favourite Yakishake onigiri, and man did it taste delicious!
So really, if you want to go to Japan, why not go to Thailand? It's cheaper, the people are very kind, the driving and the roads is horrible, and they have great beaches!
(Warning: Higher risk of getting sick in Thailand compared to Japan)
On a more serious note though, while I did like seeing all those Japanese restaurants in Thailand, because in a way they made me feel at home and they brought a sense of nostalgia, I really hope that Japan does not succeed with their "takeover" of the Thai restaurant industry.
One of the best things about going to another country is getting to try the food there (unless you get sick!) and if everywhere you go is suddenly a Japanese chain restaurant, it kind of takes away from that experience.
Jun 17, 2018
Software Engineering and Management program - The breakdown
It's finally here! The moment I've all been waiting for: The Summer Holiday!
The only bad thing is that I have to work during the whole thing...
Anyhow, this means that I made the first year of university after all! It wasn't as difficult as I had feared when I first started, but also it wasn't always as great as I had hoped (at least course wise).
A classmate reminded me about a post I had written around half a year into the program, about how I liked it and thought I had picked the right program, well, turns out those feelings wouldn't last forever.
Just a few weeks after our official one year at the program I started to desperately try to find any way I could out of it, but it was too late. I am stuck here, and that's ok, I suppose, BUT if I could go back and change my decision to enter this program, I would.
So because I want to let other students know what they are getting themselves into when applying for this program (Software Engineering and Management at Göteborgs universitet / Gothenburg university) I thought I would do a bit of a breakdown of its courses and how it's structured, and tell you about the courses I've had so far, and how I feel about them.
Let's get started!
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Year 1 courses (each are 7.5hp, they always go 2 in parallel):
Mathematical Foundations for Software Engineering
Rating: Bad
This course had some fun parts, since we covered a lot of different topics in math, but it was way too crammed, with a new math subject every week. I studied like crazy for this exam, like I've never studied before, yet I still barely passed, because there were just too many things we needed to know in a very short time.
The supplies we got from the teachers (mainly explanatory videos) were really bad, and didn't help at all, so I had to find other videos on youtube to actually help me.
Object-Oriented Programming (Java)
Rating: Good
This course was great, great teachers and layout and such. I learned a lot even though I had already studied a bit of Java and knew most of what we did in the course.
Requirements and User Experience
Rating: Good
This course was boring, and I didn't really see the point of it at first, but the teacher was good (a bit cranky though), and the course layout was very well made and it felt very organized. It contained no programming, which was sad.
Mini Project: Team Programming
Rating: Bad
In a group of about 5 to 7 people we were supposed to build kind of a "library system" for borrowing and lending books. We were pretty much given free hands as to how to go about doing this. Thing is, we were supposed to be using SCRUM etc, and learn how to manage a project, but they didn't teach us anything about management beforehand, so it just felt super disorganized and I just got the feeling that we weren't learning as much as we would have if they had given us a course in management and project work before throwing us into this.
Data Structures and Algorithms
Rating: Bad
This course was a giant mess and the teacher shouldn't be a teacher at all, because they were too fragile and I worried for their mental health at times. What I learned from this course was from youtube videos and google searches, because there was simply nothing good being provided at lectures, and the teacher barely knew what they were talking about at times.
Data Management
Rating: Good
Another well structured, well organized course with good content. We got to learn SQL and a bit of NoSQL, etc.
Software Analysis and Design
Rating: Bad
This is kind of like the continuation of the "Requirements and User Experience" course, and was all about how to design software using different models. Again, I think it's boring, but I can see why it's important to developing well-structured and modular software. Sadly this course was not as good as its predecessor. It was messy, the teachers didn't seem to care about us and never answered our emails, and there were barely any lectures. After extensive complaints from students they started to try to fix it at the end of the course, but it was a bit too late at that point.
Also the exam was crazy big, with no time to finish all parts without hurrying like crazy, and even the people that usually always get a VG felt like they had been screwed over by this exam.
Mini Project: Systems Development
Rating: Bad
Another projec course! Like the first one we had to be in teams of around 5-7 people, but this time we didn't get to choose our own teams... !
This course was a big, vague mess for weeks and weeks, and made me suffer a lot.
We were supposed to program a robot car to autonomously parallel park itself using Arduino, and later they also added that we had to use a Raspberry Pi for something too. My group used the Pi with a PiCamera to try to make the car detect traffic lights.
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Final verdict:
So, there you have them, our courses for year 1!
As you can see, most of them are bad, and it's not just my opinion reflected up there, but almost all my classmates opinions as well, because every day before class you know there's going to be trash talking about a course going on, if that course happens to suck.
Main problems:
Unorganized courses
Many of the courses we had were badly structured and very unorganized, and courses like the "Mini projects" take up way too much time, time which I would've liked to also spend on the other course as well.
Project courses
Working in such big groups, where some people don't work at all and you have to pick up their slack sucks. These courses are mostly just about googling, because you don't know anything you're supposed to know. They don't bring anything to the table that you couldn't learn in a better way if the course was restructured.
Problem based learning
Also the mini projects do not teach us enough, because they are built on some random idea of "Problem based learning" where you don't teach the student anything, you just give them a problem and tell them to figure it out on their own. Trust me, it sucks and is a bad way of teaching anything.
What if a piano teacher just gave a total newbie a piece of sheet music and told them to play it? The student wouldn't know what to do, and would have to spend hours and hours google searching something the teacher could've just told them straight up right then and there.
That's basically how it was for us during these 2 mini project courses.
Not enough programming
Another thing that bothered me A LOT is that we have only had 1 single programming course this year (I don't count SQL here, but maybe other people would). And one of the biggest reasons that I applied for this program was that I thought there would be a lot of programming!
Before I applied I even emailed the people responsible for this course and asked them what programming languages we would learn, and they listed around 7 different languages! So of course I felt really good about it.
Turns out software engineering is not mostly programming though, but really it's about making models. That's why we have a lot more architecture courses than programming courses.
Management
Maybe I am stupid but I thought that the management part of "Software Engineering and Management" was about managning software, not projects. Turns out I was wrong. Which would have been ok if they had actually thaught us any good management skills, but they haven't.
Missing courses for masters
When you finish this program there are not a lot of options for masters programmes you can apply to, unlesss you like me in some roundabout way find a way to study extra math courses during year 2.
In year 3 we have half a year to study whatever courses we want, and in an ideal world this would be where we could study all those math courses we need for masters, but it's not. The math courses I need aren't even available as stand alone university courses in Göteborg. So I have to apply for internet university courses in these math subjects, and hope that I get a spot, and hope that they do not get cancelled, because if they do, I will not be eligible for the masters I want.
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What's to come:
Year 2 courses:
Fundamentals of Software Architecture
The continuation of Software Analysis and Design, with the same teachers...
Mobile and Web Development
(Finally some more programming)
Software Development Methodologies
Mini Project
(Ugh!)
Cyber Physical Systems and Systems of Systems: Development of Embedded and Real-Time Systems
Software Quality and Testing
Project: Cyber Physical Systems and Systems of Systems, 15hp
(Double ugh! A project course that is twice as long...!)
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Year 3 courses:
30hp - Elective courses (I will be adding a lot of programming and more math here)
Software Engineering Research and Practice: Startups and Industrial Software Product Management
Research methods in Software Engineering
Bachelor Thesis in Software Engineering and Management, 15hp
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Okay, this has gone on long enough. All I can say is that I think that year 2 is going to be quite difficult for me, with it's 22.5 hp of project courses (which are my least favourite of all the courses)! Year 2 is basically the reason I didn't want to continue this program, along with just the general awfulness of a bunch of other courses.
But like I said, I have to continue, it's too late for my to apply for other programs now...
And if I can just get through this second year, I will have a great 3rd year (I think), because there are no mini projects the 3rd year and I have found a bunch of nice courses I want to apply to.
But that's just me. This is an international program after all, and most of the students are not Swedish, and some of them don't speak a lot of Swedish, or for some other reason cannot apply for different courses outside of this program.
So, here's why you shouldn't apply for this program if you are not Swedish, and don't have a certificate saying that you are eligible to apply for courses thaught in Swedish:
You will not be eligible for almost any computer/programming related masters, and during your 3rd year you will most likely not be able to pick any course you want, because only a few of them are available in English in Gothenburg.
So if this is you, you most likely wont be able to apply for those 3 math courses you need to be applicable for most masters in fields like computer science etc, and a lot of doors will be closed to you. You also wont be able to apply for any courses outside of software engineering for your 3rd year, which also sucks.
Before applying for this program I read posts on different forums online about people talking about the problems about this course, and those problems still persist to this day. I didn't listen to them, I thought maybe they were outliers, but now I know that they were right.
It's too late for me to change programs now, and I've come to terms with that (pretty much), but it's not too late for you! So if you are considering applying to this program, really think it over, try to find as much information about it as you can to see if it really is for you. Talk to students and talk to the people in charge of the program, because knowing what you are getting yourself into can save you a lot of pain.
Honestly the only reason I am still at this program is because of the awesome people and friends in my class, that brighten up the dark times, haha.
Ok, sorry. Rant is over now, time to enjoy my Sunday! :D
The only bad thing is that I have to work during the whole thing...
Anyhow, this means that I made the first year of university after all! It wasn't as difficult as I had feared when I first started, but also it wasn't always as great as I had hoped (at least course wise).
A classmate reminded me about a post I had written around half a year into the program, about how I liked it and thought I had picked the right program, well, turns out those feelings wouldn't last forever.
Just a few weeks after our official one year at the program I started to desperately try to find any way I could out of it, but it was too late. I am stuck here, and that's ok, I suppose, BUT if I could go back and change my decision to enter this program, I would.
So because I want to let other students know what they are getting themselves into when applying for this program (Software Engineering and Management at Göteborgs universitet / Gothenburg university) I thought I would do a bit of a breakdown of its courses and how it's structured, and tell you about the courses I've had so far, and how I feel about them.
Let's get started!
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Year 1 courses (each are 7.5hp, they always go 2 in parallel):
Mathematical Foundations for Software Engineering
Rating: Bad
This course had some fun parts, since we covered a lot of different topics in math, but it was way too crammed, with a new math subject every week. I studied like crazy for this exam, like I've never studied before, yet I still barely passed, because there were just too many things we needed to know in a very short time.
The supplies we got from the teachers (mainly explanatory videos) were really bad, and didn't help at all, so I had to find other videos on youtube to actually help me.
Object-Oriented Programming (Java)
Rating: Good
This course was great, great teachers and layout and such. I learned a lot even though I had already studied a bit of Java and knew most of what we did in the course.
Requirements and User Experience
Rating: Good
This course was boring, and I didn't really see the point of it at first, but the teacher was good (a bit cranky though), and the course layout was very well made and it felt very organized. It contained no programming, which was sad.
Mini Project: Team Programming
Rating: Bad
In a group of about 5 to 7 people we were supposed to build kind of a "library system" for borrowing and lending books. We were pretty much given free hands as to how to go about doing this. Thing is, we were supposed to be using SCRUM etc, and learn how to manage a project, but they didn't teach us anything about management beforehand, so it just felt super disorganized and I just got the feeling that we weren't learning as much as we would have if they had given us a course in management and project work before throwing us into this.
Data Structures and Algorithms
Rating: Bad
This course was a giant mess and the teacher shouldn't be a teacher at all, because they were too fragile and I worried for their mental health at times. What I learned from this course was from youtube videos and google searches, because there was simply nothing good being provided at lectures, and the teacher barely knew what they were talking about at times.
Data Management
Rating: Good
Another well structured, well organized course with good content. We got to learn SQL and a bit of NoSQL, etc.
Software Analysis and Design
Rating: Bad
This is kind of like the continuation of the "Requirements and User Experience" course, and was all about how to design software using different models. Again, I think it's boring, but I can see why it's important to developing well-structured and modular software. Sadly this course was not as good as its predecessor. It was messy, the teachers didn't seem to care about us and never answered our emails, and there were barely any lectures. After extensive complaints from students they started to try to fix it at the end of the course, but it was a bit too late at that point.
Also the exam was crazy big, with no time to finish all parts without hurrying like crazy, and even the people that usually always get a VG felt like they had been screwed over by this exam.
Mini Project: Systems Development
Rating: Bad
Another projec course! Like the first one we had to be in teams of around 5-7 people, but this time we didn't get to choose our own teams... !
This course was a big, vague mess for weeks and weeks, and made me suffer a lot.
We were supposed to program a robot car to autonomously parallel park itself using Arduino, and later they also added that we had to use a Raspberry Pi for something too. My group used the Pi with a PiCamera to try to make the car detect traffic lights.
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Final verdict:
So, there you have them, our courses for year 1!
As you can see, most of them are bad, and it's not just my opinion reflected up there, but almost all my classmates opinions as well, because every day before class you know there's going to be trash talking about a course going on, if that course happens to suck.
Main problems:
Unorganized courses
Many of the courses we had were badly structured and very unorganized, and courses like the "Mini projects" take up way too much time, time which I would've liked to also spend on the other course as well.
Project courses
Working in such big groups, where some people don't work at all and you have to pick up their slack sucks. These courses are mostly just about googling, because you don't know anything you're supposed to know. They don't bring anything to the table that you couldn't learn in a better way if the course was restructured.
Problem based learning
Also the mini projects do not teach us enough, because they are built on some random idea of "Problem based learning" where you don't teach the student anything, you just give them a problem and tell them to figure it out on their own. Trust me, it sucks and is a bad way of teaching anything.
What if a piano teacher just gave a total newbie a piece of sheet music and told them to play it? The student wouldn't know what to do, and would have to spend hours and hours google searching something the teacher could've just told them straight up right then and there.
That's basically how it was for us during these 2 mini project courses.
Not enough programming
Another thing that bothered me A LOT is that we have only had 1 single programming course this year (I don't count SQL here, but maybe other people would). And one of the biggest reasons that I applied for this program was that I thought there would be a lot of programming!
Before I applied I even emailed the people responsible for this course and asked them what programming languages we would learn, and they listed around 7 different languages! So of course I felt really good about it.
Turns out software engineering is not mostly programming though, but really it's about making models. That's why we have a lot more architecture courses than programming courses.
Management
Maybe I am stupid but I thought that the management part of "Software Engineering and Management" was about managning software, not projects. Turns out I was wrong. Which would have been ok if they had actually thaught us any good management skills, but they haven't.
Missing courses for masters
When you finish this program there are not a lot of options for masters programmes you can apply to, unlesss you like me in some roundabout way find a way to study extra math courses during year 2.
In year 3 we have half a year to study whatever courses we want, and in an ideal world this would be where we could study all those math courses we need for masters, but it's not. The math courses I need aren't even available as stand alone university courses in Göteborg. So I have to apply for internet university courses in these math subjects, and hope that I get a spot, and hope that they do not get cancelled, because if they do, I will not be eligible for the masters I want.
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What's to come:
Year 2 courses:
Fundamentals of Software Architecture
The continuation of Software Analysis and Design, with the same teachers...
Mobile and Web Development
(Finally some more programming)
Software Development Methodologies
Mini Project
(Ugh!)
Cyber Physical Systems and Systems of Systems: Development of Embedded and Real-Time Systems
Software Quality and Testing
Project: Cyber Physical Systems and Systems of Systems, 15hp
(Double ugh! A project course that is twice as long...!)
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Year 3 courses:
30hp - Elective courses (I will be adding a lot of programming and more math here)
Software Engineering Research and Practice: Startups and Industrial Software Product Management
Research methods in Software Engineering
Bachelor Thesis in Software Engineering and Management, 15hp
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Okay, this has gone on long enough. All I can say is that I think that year 2 is going to be quite difficult for me, with it's 22.5 hp of project courses (which are my least favourite of all the courses)! Year 2 is basically the reason I didn't want to continue this program, along with just the general awfulness of a bunch of other courses.
But like I said, I have to continue, it's too late for my to apply for other programs now...
And if I can just get through this second year, I will have a great 3rd year (I think), because there are no mini projects the 3rd year and I have found a bunch of nice courses I want to apply to.
But that's just me. This is an international program after all, and most of the students are not Swedish, and some of them don't speak a lot of Swedish, or for some other reason cannot apply for different courses outside of this program.
So, here's why you shouldn't apply for this program if you are not Swedish, and don't have a certificate saying that you are eligible to apply for courses thaught in Swedish:
You will not be eligible for almost any computer/programming related masters, and during your 3rd year you will most likely not be able to pick any course you want, because only a few of them are available in English in Gothenburg.
So if this is you, you most likely wont be able to apply for those 3 math courses you need to be applicable for most masters in fields like computer science etc, and a lot of doors will be closed to you. You also wont be able to apply for any courses outside of software engineering for your 3rd year, which also sucks.
Before applying for this program I read posts on different forums online about people talking about the problems about this course, and those problems still persist to this day. I didn't listen to them, I thought maybe they were outliers, but now I know that they were right.
It's too late for me to change programs now, and I've come to terms with that (pretty much), but it's not too late for you! So if you are considering applying to this program, really think it over, try to find as much information about it as you can to see if it really is for you. Talk to students and talk to the people in charge of the program, because knowing what you are getting yourself into can save you a lot of pain.
Honestly the only reason I am still at this program is because of the awesome people and friends in my class, that brighten up the dark times, haha.
Ok, sorry. Rant is over now, time to enjoy my Sunday! :D
May 16, 2018
Nobody likes group projects, right?
I haven't really had time for much of anything lately because of this group project we are doing at school. It's getting very tiring and even though we have a deadline in 2 days for an 18 page report, I am the only one who has contributed to this report so far.
I've reminded my team mates to do it 2 times now, and they always say they will, but have yet to take action to their words.
Now, I have pretty good team mates. There are 2 loafers, and one person who wants to work but doesn't really have the skillset yet to be of much help, and 2 other people have have been working really hard. And then there is me - the only person so far who has cared about things like management and documentation.
I am scared that in the end I will be sitting here finishing our 18 page document on my own. And that's not the only thing we have to worry about. There are so many things we have to finish in a matter of days now, and even so I am the only one at school working!
Yesterday I even got a little frustrated about it, because I felt so alone, and I know that there are those 2 loafers in my group that are just riding on the backs of the people that are driving the work forward (which right now seems to for some reason have boiled down to me mostly, especially since I've since the beginning taken on a strong management position in the team).
I already decided that I shouldn't care about this, and just let it go whatever happens, but sometimes you can't just ignore the fact that these people will pass the course by doing nothing, because me and a select few other people are sitting day in and day out working on this project for them.
This project has had me go haywire a couple of times, I had a little breakdown once and almost had one again this morning, and I know one other person in my group has experienced the same thing. And in most of the other groups too, the people who are actually working are working so hard that they at one point break down.
Meanwhile other team members are just chilling, not answering messages or anything. Some of them are even going out to bars, drinking and having fun while their team members are still at school, trying to earn their mark.
Sometimes I wish I could just give up, but I am not one to let my team down. For the few people in my group that actually care about doing a good job and not letting others down, I have to keep going, because I don't want to let them down.
Also, if there is even a small chance of getting a higher mark, I am going to try to grab it, even though in all honesty, things are looking very grim right now, and I have accepted the great possibility of merely just passing at this point.
I've reminded my team mates to do it 2 times now, and they always say they will, but have yet to take action to their words.
Now, I have pretty good team mates. There are 2 loafers, and one person who wants to work but doesn't really have the skillset yet to be of much help, and 2 other people have have been working really hard. And then there is me - the only person so far who has cared about things like management and documentation.
I am scared that in the end I will be sitting here finishing our 18 page document on my own. And that's not the only thing we have to worry about. There are so many things we have to finish in a matter of days now, and even so I am the only one at school working!
Yesterday I even got a little frustrated about it, because I felt so alone, and I know that there are those 2 loafers in my group that are just riding on the backs of the people that are driving the work forward (which right now seems to for some reason have boiled down to me mostly, especially since I've since the beginning taken on a strong management position in the team).
I already decided that I shouldn't care about this, and just let it go whatever happens, but sometimes you can't just ignore the fact that these people will pass the course by doing nothing, because me and a select few other people are sitting day in and day out working on this project for them.
This project has had me go haywire a couple of times, I had a little breakdown once and almost had one again this morning, and I know one other person in my group has experienced the same thing. And in most of the other groups too, the people who are actually working are working so hard that they at one point break down.
Meanwhile other team members are just chilling, not answering messages or anything. Some of them are even going out to bars, drinking and having fun while their team members are still at school, trying to earn their mark.
Sometimes I wish I could just give up, but I am not one to let my team down. For the few people in my group that actually care about doing a good job and not letting others down, I have to keep going, because I don't want to let them down.
Also, if there is even a small chance of getting a higher mark, I am going to try to grab it, even though in all honesty, things are looking very grim right now, and I have accepted the great possibility of merely just passing at this point.
Apr 15, 2018
Learning Korean in Sweden
At the end of 2017 I started looking for Korean classes in Sweden, I thought maybe I could take some university course in Korean (granted it was in Gothenburg, or an "internet-only" course), but lo and behold there were none available.
So I started a Korean course elsewhere (not at a university), which means it costs money, but not really all that much money, I suppose. One other downside other than the money issue though is that it is very slow paced, with only 1 1.5 hour lesson a week.
I've been going to lessons on Mondays now and it's been mostly very good, and I really like the teacher and her teaching style. She speaks a lot of Korean to us, even if we are total beginners, and it reminded me of my Japanese classes in Japan, where the teachers only spoke Japanese to us. It really helps you learn much quicker.
We aren't very many people in the class, last Monday I think we were only around 6 people, and I think less than 20 are signed up to the course in total.
It's mostly girls, and a few boys. Most of the guys in the class I am pretty sure are gay, haha. I am not sure why the Korean language seems to have attracted mostly gay guys, but maybe they too (like the girls), are interested in the boyband aspect of Korean culture.
At the beginning of the first lecture we all had to tell the teacher and the class why we were interested in learning Korean. I was the only one who said that it was because I wanted to study/take a master there. Now, I know that might not happen, I might not get a scholarship or maybe I will change my mind, but it was my main reason for starting the language classes, or atleast what got me to finally take the step to do it.
Most other people said that they wanted to learn the language because they like Korean dramas, or the music or the food, the culture etc (which I like too of course), but it kind of surprised me since I was expecting to hear a bit more diverse set of answers.
Anyway, like I mentioned, the classes are good. My only complaint would be that I haven't gotten to know any of my classmates.
When I was learning Japanese in just the same way as I am learning Korean now, I quickly became friends with a lot of people in class, which made classes that much more fun. We could talk and make jokes and all that, and feel like we were learning together. The friendships didn't become lasting after classes ended, but I still like that they happened.
I would like to get to know people in my class more, and I hope that will happen when we get to do more speaking, because so far we've mostly studied the writing system.
On the subject of speaking, last Monday we did have our first speaking session. Sadly, as mentioned, we were only 6 people, but it was still a lot of fun. I got to hear people's accent, which was really good, since it made me realize that I am not the only one struggling with the Korean accent and way of speaking, and also that my accent isn't bad compared to some people.
Why isn't my accent as bad as some of the other students? Because I've been practising using one of the books I bought from Japan, which is all about speaking (and speaking out loud). This means that my effort working with the book has payed off.
Some people in my class are really shy though, and do not want to speak at all, and if the teacher presses them too much they get angry and she has to back off. It's sad, because this way they will never learn the language, but I also feel bad for them of course, I know how they must feel. Hopefully as time progresses, they will get more comfortable in the classroom setting and be able to do more speaking.
Ah well, I should get back to school work now. I also need to prep a bit for Monday's Korean lesson, wish me luck!
So I started a Korean course elsewhere (not at a university), which means it costs money, but not really all that much money, I suppose. One other downside other than the money issue though is that it is very slow paced, with only 1 1.5 hour lesson a week.
I've been going to lessons on Mondays now and it's been mostly very good, and I really like the teacher and her teaching style. She speaks a lot of Korean to us, even if we are total beginners, and it reminded me of my Japanese classes in Japan, where the teachers only spoke Japanese to us. It really helps you learn much quicker.
We aren't very many people in the class, last Monday I think we were only around 6 people, and I think less than 20 are signed up to the course in total.
It's mostly girls, and a few boys. Most of the guys in the class I am pretty sure are gay, haha. I am not sure why the Korean language seems to have attracted mostly gay guys, but maybe they too (like the girls), are interested in the boyband aspect of Korean culture.
At the beginning of the first lecture we all had to tell the teacher and the class why we were interested in learning Korean. I was the only one who said that it was because I wanted to study/take a master there. Now, I know that might not happen, I might not get a scholarship or maybe I will change my mind, but it was my main reason for starting the language classes, or atleast what got me to finally take the step to do it.
Most other people said that they wanted to learn the language because they like Korean dramas, or the music or the food, the culture etc (which I like too of course), but it kind of surprised me since I was expecting to hear a bit more diverse set of answers.
Anyway, like I mentioned, the classes are good. My only complaint would be that I haven't gotten to know any of my classmates.
When I was learning Japanese in just the same way as I am learning Korean now, I quickly became friends with a lot of people in class, which made classes that much more fun. We could talk and make jokes and all that, and feel like we were learning together. The friendships didn't become lasting after classes ended, but I still like that they happened.
I would like to get to know people in my class more, and I hope that will happen when we get to do more speaking, because so far we've mostly studied the writing system.
On the subject of speaking, last Monday we did have our first speaking session. Sadly, as mentioned, we were only 6 people, but it was still a lot of fun. I got to hear people's accent, which was really good, since it made me realize that I am not the only one struggling with the Korean accent and way of speaking, and also that my accent isn't bad compared to some people.
Why isn't my accent as bad as some of the other students? Because I've been practising using one of the books I bought from Japan, which is all about speaking (and speaking out loud). This means that my effort working with the book has payed off.
Some people in my class are really shy though, and do not want to speak at all, and if the teacher presses them too much they get angry and she has to back off. It's sad, because this way they will never learn the language, but I also feel bad for them of course, I know how they must feel. Hopefully as time progresses, they will get more comfortable in the classroom setting and be able to do more speaking.
Ah well, I should get back to school work now. I also need to prep a bit for Monday's Korean lesson, wish me luck!
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